I felt a strange urge today. After another long day of
planning to get [these set of expectations] accomplished and actually only
accomplishing {this set of expectations}, which were completely externally
driven by the worldly system called “my boss,” I find myself rushing to get two
loads of clothes washed and my Bible studied up on. I see no need to expound on
what each of the previous two list compiled of, but I would like to brag for a
little while. Upon sitting down at the Chatman’s family dinner table, opening
my Bible, turning on my laptop, and rifling through all the things I have not
done today I find myself musing that I have not boasted in a while.
So hear me out as I get my brag on for a little bit.
Everyone
is in shocked giggles at this point thinking, “Jordan? Bragging??” and some of
my younger, less sanctified friends might be grabbing stones as we speak (I use
to be that guy). That’s okay I still have love for these people. Some of my
closer friends (I hope anyway) have caught on at this point, however, and know
where this is going. In light of these last few weeks I have a lot to brag
about. Looking back on my entire life I would estimate I have even more to brag
about.
To who it may
concern, I try to be as biblical in my thinking as possible, and so when the
thought of boasting comes to mind I have a pretty narrow list of things
biblically permissible to brag about. This works out perfectly for me though
because the listing of things to boast in (God) has blessed me exceedingly and
abundantly all my life, but I am going to focus on what the Lord has laid on my
heart this busy Monday night while doing laundry (I swear I am an old man).
2 Corinthians
10:17 quotes Jeremiah from the Old Testament that God has commanded his people,
“Let the one who boasts, boast in the Lord.” Let’s pause and come back to this.
Don’t you love the back story? As I was sitting here talking to Mrs. Kate and
her son Victor and his friend Shadi (which I prefer to pronounce shotty and in a T-Pain voice when he is not around) I was
thinking, “I am not getting my clothes washed, I am not getting my study time
in, I am not doing anything productive at ALL!”
After this selfish, mentally composed temper-tantrum, God gave me a “big
picture” moment. I realized I had just committed to doing an in depth study of
1 John with two committed growing Christians in Shadi and Vic. My whole day had
consisted of being tutored by one of the cutting edge church planters in the
nation. We got to go visit some church members from Pillar that just had a baby
boy, and be the church to them. We prayed with them, and celebrated their babies birthday! In short, God gave me a peace about my day that,
though I did not do MY Christian activities, He was more pleased with His child doing HIS Christian activities, and that activity was being the Church to his body of believers. God was pleased with me investing
hours of my day to simply building credible relationships with folks up here,
and earning a chance to speak truth with them, and not just shooting truth at them from afar.
As if my mind was
not already blown, the Father gave me another step back from the “big
picture” previously mentioned and said, “Jordan, I’ve been doing this your
entire life. I’m glad we had this moment for me, God, to make this known to
you.” Praise you Father. Now let me proceed with my bragging: I left my entire
family back home to come up here. God one upped me by giving me at least five
families that have accepted me in, fed me, opened up their washer and dryer to
me, and took the time to ask the motherly questions I hear back home, “How ya
holding up, Jordan? Are you getting enough sleep? We just wanted you to know we
are blessed to have you up here for the summer.” If kind-hearted people such as
these aren’t God-sends then I don’t know who is. They are something worth
bragging about. Going even deeper into family, the Chatman family has been like
a home away from home. Vic has been a great friend to me; we got back to back
milkshakes at Jo Jo’s, he helped me set up for a huge event I had to organize,
and has made himself available to be a buddy in a time when I am in a new
place. Mrs. Kate has kept my waist line furious all summer with what feels like
a buffet of leftovers and fruit at my disposal. Mr. Alex has been very fatherly
with advice, intentional time spent in conversation, and even playing tennis
with me. Though these wonderful people could never replace my real family, they
sure do a great job of showing me God’s grace.
God is such a
show off in my life right now. I was scheduled to lead a Bible study this
summer for Pillar. However, this plan was terminated, and to let you in on the
secret I am a huge fan of leading Bible studies. To stifle my disappointment
God has given me a youth group to lead (heavy wagon there), and three guys
already that I get to really disciple this summer and pour into. All three guys
are dedicated to learning more about God’s word, and took notice of what God
has done in my life. A blessing like that is by far worth bragging about.
For all the blessing
I receive, every bit of it is needed. I am far too weak to succeed apart from
God stepping in and making something of the sand-castles I hopelessly construct
two feet from a rising tide. He always does something infinitely and abundantly
more than I could have anticipated. That is what has me on this key board
tonight; I simply could not justify doing laundry when there is so much about
God that I just have to brag about.
This part of my blog is dedicated to my homeboy Bobby and his hilarious wife Brittany. I want to brag on two things with these two people: 1) God’s work in their life is evident and they are sold out to His calling. 2) They have incredibly gracious to be friends to me since I have been here. They have included me in their plans, saved me a seat when they didn’t have to, and been a perfect example of how easy it is to be the Church to people. To you two, Bobby and Brittany, I give a lot of thanks, and want to brag on God for being a God who supplies, even if it is something as simple as friends.
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